I am so, so, so happy. Okay, that sounds seriously ditzy and Manny-esque, but I am ecstatic! I never thought this would happen.
See, Craig and I were having a... *ahem* somewhat awkward conversation on AIM. And I seriously needed to tell him something, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. So he suggested we go to the park. Just to see each other again, I guess. I hadn't seen him since I stormed off to England. I knew it was over and all, and why wouldn't it be- after I acted like such an idiot- but I was really quite afraid of what I was going to do and say when I saw him again. But there he was, just sitting on a bench, exactly like I left him. So I sat next to him, and before long... somehow we were holding hands. It was then that he told me he still loved me. I was so happy, I started crying. Of course I told him that I still loved him, too. And he kissed me. And life is amazing. And we went to his house, debated ordering a pizza, and made out like there was no tomorrow, just like old times.
I love life.
But mostly I love Craig. I guess I always sorta have.